2012 aint the end of the world

It kinda bothers me that Miguel is always sick nowadays. I really can't put a finger to it, but I know there's something wrong with him. He works too hard and pushes himself too much with everything that he's doing. I wish he would slow down - contrary to the movie, 2012 is not the end of the world yet. So I hope he stops doing things like there's no tomorrow.

I hope he gets well real soon. I really do.

Oh well, on a lighter note - since 2012 is definitely not the end of the world, I really have to watch my finances, my family is growing and expenses are piling up, I am losing more than what I am getting monthly. It's stressful. I know things will be lighter come February because of the Bank Loan for the house but still it worries me that Andi and Gio would be enrolling on June. 

I am thinking of moving on to greener pastures but I can't leave the comfortable schedule that I have and the people that I am working with, plus the work I do is not as stressful as before. I am on a crossroad and I dunno which path to take. I am confused as hell. 

Well, I know things will fall into place real soon. I trust that Papa Jesus has plans for me. I should just let Him lead me to where I should be. 

I pray each night to keep all my loved ones safe, I pray that I could provide a better life for my siblings, I pray that Mom and Dad gets better and that they stay with us for a loooong time, I pray that Miguel will be my forever and that he will get to know the value of health, I pray that I things will fall into place real soon. Thank you Papa Jesus!

Spell effort: M-I-G-U-E-L

I woke up with my head breaking in to two and lights blinding me. I tried getting up to take  bath and get ready for work but my head was killing me so I had to call in sick for the day. My brothers left me with pandesal and I still have the medicine that my boyfriend bought for me last weekend so I was pretty much geared up to sleep off the whole day.

I was going in and out of consciousness the whole morning -- which was a good thing, and then my Miguel decided to drop by and play nurse with me. I know how much effort he puts in just to be with me but I never expected him to come all the way to Quezon City after working from last night to 2pm this afternoon. He made me smile and he made me drink my medicine on time and he made me eat. As usual we were able to talk nonstop, he made me feel better than I was the moment I woke up this morning. I appreciated that he stayed even longer to have dinner with me and my brothers. I appreciated him even more when he kissed me and told me he loves me before he went home to get ready to go back to work again.

Thank you Love for spending time with me, baby-ing me, fulfilling my chicken joy craving, hugging me when I am cold, forcing me to drink my meds and letting me feel every single day that you love me. 

Yeah I am one lucky girl. I love you Miguel!