Goodbye..

I feel torn, I feel like my muscles are burning, my ears are ringing and I have nobody to turn to..
I am not sure who I am right now, I am not sure who I will be..
I have not slept for over 24 hours because when I close my eyes I see you hurting me..
I trusted you, I made a point to make you special because making you feel special is my own way of making myself feel important..

I wish we can turn back time and change everything that happened..
I wish I could have an eraser for pain..
I wish I could move on and be strong for you..
but I can't..
you made a choice and I made mine just today..
Goodbye..