He was calling me all throughout the day and he even called to say goodnight when he knew I was going to sleep. Is that effort enough? It kinda is, but then again I am not satisfied. I will give him time and see how things go -- I don't know what it is but there's something missing, there is a nagging voice inside of me that makes me want more from him.
Oh well, right now I wanna sleep and sleep and sleep but I can't, too many things still on my mind. Things to do to improve myself. I know this post is kinda random, but as I've said -- too many things running on my mind. I definitely needed this week to myself.
Don't get me wrong, but I am okay -- in a weird drug addict way :)
