Mi-Lessa

Remember KimErald? KathNiel? JaMich? MelAson? Love-teams, yeah. Being the jologs that I am, I kinda played with my name and Miguel's. I got MigueLessa, Mi-Lecs, Sa-Mig,  Gue-ssa(witty, noh?lol) until finally I came up with Mi-Lessa. Yeah, I invested time trying to think of the perfect name for our loveteam, I am weird like that. haha 

Now I am thinking of opening a facebook fan page! kidding :) This goes to show that I have nothing useful to do. My mind is wandering. :D

Just so you know, I am laughing all throughout writing this blog. :p

Plus One

Miguel. I know it's the first time I mentioned him in this blog.. I was kinda keeping him to myself for a while.. I want to get to know him before I introduced him to you guys.. He makes me extremely happy.. like crazy happy. He makes me feel a thousand times better when I am down. He makes me feel like a girl -- i mean a woman when I am with him. I feel safe and secure and contented when we are together. I love that we can talk about anything -- everything. I admire his passion for his work. I appreciate his efforts just to spend time with me. I think he is one of those special type of people that comes into your life and makes a difference. A big difference. I am making him sound like any girl's prince charming but he aint perfect -- I like that he isn't perfect  because I am not perfect either.I am scared  of how I am feeling for him - letting him into my life means giving him the opportunity to hurt me. Right? It means opening my heart again. Is it too soon? I have strong emotions for him already. Is that wrong? Is being happy this soon wrong?

He met my brothers and sister already and they liked him and mind you my brothers and sister didn't like the idea of meeting him at first. They were hurt when Archie cheated on me - they felt betrayed too. Dane was saying how nice Kuya Migs was and how soft spoken. She even made a comment how his height matches mine. And they were saying that they have never seen me as happy as I am today.

I didn't expect this to happen, I mean I was dating two other people when we first started, but nobody matches the butterflies-in-my-stomach feeling he gives me when I am with him.  To be honest, I thought we would end up as friends and we did.. plus more. I don't have the awkward-must-impress feeling that I get when I was with the other two. I can be myself, I can skip, I can  laugh out loud, I can be myself without worrying what he'll think of me. I never expected that we'd  end up where we are right now. I want to think that all the pain I went through is a prelude to the happiness that Miguel has in store for me.

I stopped seeing other people (itago sa pangalang Chek and Man haha) after Miguel and I went to Manila Ocean Park. That was the time I decided that I want to get to know him more. I like how he is not ashamed to show his affection. He is sweet and caring and thoughtful and he is a gentleman. The word 'happy' does not do justice to the emotion I am feeling now. I wish he can live up to his word, I wish that he could be faithful and I wish that he could be the one. 

I don't doubt his intentions.. I am just scared to move to the next level. What are we now? Exclusively dating siguro, I hope he is exclusively dating me too. I don't want to assume. hahaha Ano ba para nakong teenager! hehehe

Funny ang Exclusively dating, feeling ko para lang kaming si Angel Locsin and si Phil Younghusband. hahaha

Oh Miguel, how you  make me happy! :) Hmmmmmmmmmm... 

What you don't know about me

I love books..
I snore when I am tired..
I am a sucker for anyhting sweet..
I have 49 pairs of shoes - flats and heels!
I mumble a lot..
I like singing while walking -- alone.
I like to imagine that I am a runway model when I am nervous - don't ask me why..
I love hugs and kisses..
I'd do anything I want, anywhere!
I can talk nonstop for 24 hours, then still have the energy to go to work the next day..
I can't swim :(
I don't eat ripe mangoes
I can do bike tricks..
I dance a lot when I am in the shower..
I have a soft spot for children..
My family calls me Wesa more that Alecs..
I smile a lot -- for no reason at all.. (scary)
I don't eat anything with cookies and cream flavor -- i find the texture weird and the appearnce dirty..
I do ballroom dancing for exercise..
I stalk other people on facebook -- who doesn't? :p
I still sleep beside my mom when I go home..
I have poor eyesight - 550-525..
I appreciate talking while walking with the wind in my face..
I can mimic movie lines to a tee! :)
I am drawn to people who smile a lot..
I am chismosa.. :p
My favorite song is "You give me Something" by James Morrison.
I like to feel like a kid every now and then..
I have another blog under a different name where I publish my online novels..
I still listen to Backstreet Boys' music ..
And.. did I say that I love eating? :p